deep pain

cry till tired...
what can i do?
what should i say?
how? who teach me?
all get hurt...for what?
why?? why cant u all communicate nicely??
isit hurting each other are fun? happy?
i cant understand what are u thinking...
sigh...u all said hope like that...but...do u all change it better?
no...u all just ignored...think more negatively...and never think self-problems?
i should be shut-up...haha...nothing i can do... too selfish...no "sorry" again...? why "sorry" so hard for u? why "forgive" so hard for u? why "communicate" so hard for u? that's LIE...but u never know...u thought u have did it...but no? u never accept wrongs...but we are wrongs...u're all right.
pain...deeply.
God...tell me...how?
extremely tired.../.\ i cant concentrate study...blank.