day by day

2nd day of cny
but
there's no happy cny for me
sad
i feel lonely and weird feeling
no place to go...
no angpao to get...
no friends to find...
i just study,reading,online,watch tv,bluring,sleeping.
what a cny.../.\
tomorrow library open le...just only can go there...
speechless...i dont know how to reply...just make me more down...
worry for what? i asked myself.
still that words : take good care